tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33801297702218612782024-03-13T22:45:15.377+00:00Exploring creativityA large number of people end up as adults who have little or no sense of themselves as legitimate creators. This blog explores the idea of creativity in its widest sense (painting, dancing, felting, cooking, writing, poetry, film-making etc.) and starts with the question 'how do we inhibit and block our naturally creative response to life?'Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.comBlogger354125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-71764630744532507322014-12-11T20:12:00.001+00:002016-05-04T09:44:36.939+01:00exploring creativity<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I started this blog on the 29th December, 2009. I don't exactly want to say that I'm closing it down, but I do want to acknowledge that I haven't posted here since October, and haven't posted any personal reflections since the month before that.<br />
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I don't really want to write anymore about the mysteries of blocks and process. For now, at least, I don't want to spend any more time analysing what's going going on, or speculating about what it is that gets in the way. I would really much rather just step over the sleeping policeman in the road and get on with making my art.<br />
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I hope the sharing of so much personal struggle has been helpful. That was the idea. Otherwise I could have just written it all in my diary. Perhaps at some unexpected turn in the road I'll want to come back in here and start writing again. It will be something different.<br />
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I'm at <a href="http://www.tamsinhaggis.com/">tamsinhaggis.com </a>and <a href="https://www.facebook.com/TamsinHaggisPainting">https://www.facebook.com/TamsinHaggisPainting</a><br />
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Have fun. Do your thing, make your stuff. Creativity is the light!<br />
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-48348247540273374382014-10-21T13:35:00.003+01:002014-10-21T13:35:57.973+01:00what happens in your brain when you improvise?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Interesting <a href="http://www.ted.com/talks/charles_limb_your_brain_on_improv">TED talk </a>by a surgeon who studies music, creativity and improvisation..<br />
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-81814361426710464982014-10-20T08:31:00.001+01:002014-10-20T08:43:06.488+01:00tricking creativity<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Some great ideas here from the Brainpickings site:<br />
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...and also very interesting <a href="http://www.brainpickings.org/index.php/2012/10/01/breakthrough-alex-cornell/">links </a>at the end of <a href="http://www.brainpickings.org/index.php/2013/10/17/ok-plateau/">this piece..</a><br />
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These two quotes from the <a href="http://www.brainpickings.org/index.php/2012/10/01/breakthrough-alex-cornell/">first link </a>above:<br />
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'First of all, being creative is not summoning stuff <em>ex nihilo</em>. It’s work, plain and simple — adding something to some other thing or transforming something. In the work that I do, as a writer and a metaphor designer, there’s always a way to get something to do something to do something else. No one talks about work block.</div>
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Also, <em>block</em> implies a hydraulic metaphor of thinking. Thoughts flow. Difficulty thinking represents impeded flow. This interoperation also suggests a single channel for that flow. A stopped pipe. A dammed river. If you only have one channel, one conduit, then you’re vulnerable to blockage. Trying to solve creative block, I imagine a kind of psyching Roto-Rootering.</div>
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My conceptual scheme is more about the temperature of things: I try to find out what’s hot and start there, even if it may be unrelated to what I need to be working on, and most of the time, that heats up other areas too. You can solve a lot with a new conceptual frame.'</div>
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Yes, there may have been days or even weeks at a time when I have not written — even when I may have wanted to — but that doesn’t mean I was blocked. It simply means I was in the wrong place at the wrong time. Or, as I’d like to argue, exactly the right place at the right time.</div>
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The creative process has more than one kind of expression. There’s the part you could show in a movie montage — the furious typing or painting or equation solving where the writer, artist, or mathematician accomplishes the output of the creative task. But then there’s also the part that happens invisibly, under the surface. That’s when the senses are perceiving the world, the mind and heart are thrown into some sort of dissonance, and the soul chooses to respond.</div>
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That response doesn’t just come out like vomit after a bad meal. There’s not such thing as pure expression. Rather, because we live in a social world with other people whose perceptual apparatus needs to be penetrated with our ideas, we must formulate, strategize, order, and then articulate. It is that last part that is visible as output or progress, but it only represents, at best, 25 percent of the process.</div>
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Real creativity transcends time. If you are not producing work, then chances are you have fallen into the infinite space between the ticks of the clock where reality is created. Don’t let some capitalist taskmaster tell you otherwise — even if he happens to be in your own head.'</div>
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So many of my clients think that they need to know in advance what their creative work will look like. But when we open up the creative, we don’t know what we’re going to get. By <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">definition</em>, <a class="inline_link omniture-click-processed" href="http://www.examiner.com/topic/creativity" style="background: transparent; box-sizing: border-box; color: #4489e3; cursor: pointer; text-decoration: none;">creativity</a> is about bringing something forth that you haven’t seen before<em style="box-sizing: border-box;">. It’s NEW.</em> You’re not going to KNOW what it is beforehand. </div>
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People get confused about this. They think they need to figure it out ahead of time, have a 5-year plan for how they’re going to complete it (and earn an income from it) and have all their ducks in a row before they begin to write, paint, dance, make music. I get emails that sound something like this, “<em style="box-sizing: border-box;">Every day I think about a written book, so I know it is coming. However, I need clarity in order to bring it into manifestation. I have no idea what the finished piece will look like.”</em>The creative process doesn’t work that way. You're not going to figure it out ahead of time.</div>
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I love film director David Lynch’s comment to Terry Gross when she interviewed him on NPR’s Fresh Air a few years ago. She asked him something about his work and he said, “You know Terry, when I’m making a movie, I don’t know what I’m doing.” The sculptor stands in front of his marble slab and the image of what wants to be created is likely already there, but hidden in a dimension that can’t be seen. The sculptor just needs to show up, and intuitively “feel in” to where he’s being led to start carving.</div>
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One of the biggest misnomers about creativity is that we need to have clarity about something before we begin. <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">Of course</em> you don’t know what the finished piece will look like. Creativity is about NOT knowing. You aren’t going to know. All you can do is value the creative process enough to allow yourself to be “pulled” by something. Trust that if you devote your love to it, you will be led to a door that you didn’t know existed. Once you open that door, something amazing will come. It always does.'</div>
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<a href="http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/entertainment-arts-29538180">Top ten tips for being a successful poet.</a> from Andrew Motion.<br />
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Sir Andrew Motion is an English poet and novelist who was Poet Laureate of the United Kingdom from 1999 to 2009.</div>
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He has been awarded several poetry awards, including the Arvon Prize, the John Llewelyn Rhys Prize and the Dylan Thomas Prize. He was knighted for his services to literature in 2009.</div>
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My parents were not writers and they didn't really read very much either. My Dad once told me he had only read half a book in his life. I had a wonderful English teacher called Peter Way. He walked straight into my head, turned all the lights on and he gave me my life really.</div>
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When I was 17, quite soon after I started tinkering around with poems, my mother had a very bad accident, which eventually killed her. So I found myself wanting to express my feelings about that in ways that were relieving to me.</div>
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It sounds a slightly self-aggrandising thing to say, but I've always thought that death was my subject. You don't find your subject, it finds you. Writing poems for me is not simply a matter of grieving, though very often it is that, it's wanting to resurrect or preserve or do things that pull against the fact of our mortality.</div>
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I never quite believe it when poets say that they're not writing out of their own feelings, and when that is the case, I tend not to be terribly interested in what they're doing.</div>
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I don't mean to say that they are writing bad poems, but those aren't the poems that I like most. The poems I most like are where the engine is a very emotional one, where the warmth of strong feeling is very powerfully present in the thing that is being given to us. I think poetry is a rather emotional form and when it isn't that, I'm not very interested in it.</div>
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3. Write about subjects that matter to you</h3>
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I didn't always cope with being commissioned very happily as Poet Laureate to tell the truth. The best poems get written, not by going in the front door of the subject, but round the back or down the chimney or through the window.</div>
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'Tell all the truth but tell it slant,' said Emily Dickinson and that's always been a very important remark for me. It can be quite difficult to do that if you're standing in a very public place.</div>
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People who live in public, as I very suddenly found myself doing, can get very bruised in the process if they're not used to it. I found all that public stuff extremely difficult to deal with. I never wanted to cut myself off, but wish I had devised better ways of protecting myself.</div>
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4. Celebrate the ordinary and be choosy</h3>
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Honour the miraculousness of the ordinary. What we very badly need to remember is that the things right under our noses are extraordinary, fascinating, irreplaceable, profound and just kind of marvellous.</div>
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Look at the things in the foreground and relish stuff that can lose its glow by being familiar. In fact, re-estranging ourselves to familiar things seems to be a very important part of what poetry can do.</div>
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If you can, be choosy about what you do, so that the things you do write are the things that you do best.</div>
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5. Use everything in your toolbox</h3>
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I haven't written a rhyming poem now for many years, I seem to have lost my appetite for it but I haven't lost my pleasure in reading them. I think anybody that insists on the presence of rhyme is really not thinking hard enough about what poetry is or can be.</div>
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Having said that, it is important to bear in mind that as poets we have a kind of toolbox, in which there are all kinds of different pieces of equipment, not available to any other kind of writer and rhyme is very importantly one of those.</div>
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So never to use rhyme in your poetry would be a bit like buying a car and never getting out of second gear. Use everything in your toolbox.</div>
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6. If you get stuck, go for a walk or wash your hair</h3>
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Wordsworth once said that the act of walking was closely related to the creative process. I do love walking and if I get stuck I go for a walk or if I don't have much time, I wash my hair - it seems to wake my brain up!</div>
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Even when I'm on a hair washing day, rather than a walking day, I walk up and down my study, just to get myself going.</div>
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Poems are so crucially to do with the movement of words through a line or a series of lines, and that is just as important as their shape and the way that we understand them I think.</div>
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7. Let your work be open to interpretation</h3>
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People will interpret your poetry in different ways, but provided the interpretation that is brought to the poem isn't plainly bonkers, I actually enjoy that, I rather hope for it.</div>
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Your poem can be a world in which your readers can go and live themselves and seek out things which resonate for them. And it would be completely bonkers of me to try to restrict their reaction.</div>
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In Auden's beautiful eulogy for Yeats, he said, 'He became his admirers,' and I think that's kind of what he had in mind actually. You give your work over to your readers and provided they're not crazy, it's absolutely open to them what they find in it.</div>
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8. Read your poetry out loud</h3>
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Reading your poetry out loud is crucial and absolutely indispensable because wherever we reckon the meaning of a poem might lie, we want to admit that it's got as much to do with the noise it makes when we hear it aloud, as it has to do with what the words mean when we see them written down on the page.</div>
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In a really fundamental way, I think poetry is an acoustic form and we've slightly forgotten that in the last thousand years. Since the invention of the book, the aliveness of poetry has been perhaps slightly pushed to the edge of things.</div>
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9. Find the right time to write</h3>
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Find your own writing time. Everybody will have a slightly different time of day, I have yet to meet the person who thinks the early afternoon is good, but I expect there is someone out there who thinks that that's a good idea.</div>
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For me it's very early in the morning, partly because the house is quiet and partly because I feel I'm stealing a march on things and that makes me feel good.</div>
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I think there might be some kind of hook up between what happens in our minds when we're asleep and writing imaginative material. I think good poems get written, as no doubt good paintings get painted, as a result of these two things coming together in an appropriate way.</div>
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10.. Read a lot, revise and persevere</h3>
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Read lots, write lots of course too, but assume that your first thoughts are not your best thoughts, so revise, revise, revise and don't expect every poem to work, because it won't.</div>
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Don't go live in an ivory tower, read the newspapers and involve yourself in the world - where do you think subjects come from if not the world?</div>
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Persevere. I think right at the beginning of your writing life you really have to accept that within a few years, or possibly even a few months, you are going to be able to wallpaper quite a large room with rejection slips. But don't let that put you off - if you've got it, you've got it!</div>
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How Many Hours a Day Should You Practice?</h1>
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How much is enough?</div>
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Is there such a thing as practicing too much?</div>
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Is there an optimal number of hours that one should practice?</div>
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Some of the great artists of the 20th century have shared their thoughts on these questions. I seem to recall reading an interview with Rubinstein years ago, in which he stated that nobody should have to practice more than four hours a day, explaining that if you needed to practice more than four hours a day, you probably weren’t doing it right.</div>
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Other great artists have expressed similar sentiments. Violinist Nathan Milstein is said to have <a href="http://www.violinmastery.com/violinsecrets/2007/05/practice-how-much-is-enough.html" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;" target="_blank" title="Practice, How Much Is Enough?">once asked his teacher Leopold Auer how many hours a day he should be practicing</a>. Auer responded by saying “Practice with your fingers and you need all day. Practice with your mind and you will do as much in 1 1/2 hours.”</div>
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Heifetz also indicated that he never believed in practicing too much, and that excessive practice is “just as bad as practicing too little!” He claimed that he practiced no more than three hours per day on average, and that he didn’t practice at all on Sundays. You know, this is not a bad idea – one of my own teachers, <a href="http://necmusic.edu/faculty/donald-weilerstein?lid=2" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;" target="_blank" title="faculty profile">Donald Weilerstein</a>, once suggested that I establish a 24-hour period of time every week where I was not allowed to pick up my instrument.</div>
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What Do Psychologists Say?</h2>
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When it comes to understanding expertise and expert performance, psychologist <a href="http://www.psy.fsu.edu/faculty/ericsson.dp.html" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;" target="_blank" title="faculty profile">Dr. K. Anders Ericsson</a> is perhaps the world’s leading authority. His research is the basis for the “ten-year rule” and “10,000-hour rule” which suggest that it requires at least ten years and/or 10,000 hours of <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">deliberate</em> practice to achieve an expert level of performance in any given domain – and in the case of musicians, often closer to 25 years in order to attain an elite international level. Note that the real key here is not the <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">amount</em> of practice required (as the exact number of hours is debatable) but the <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">type</em> of practice required to attain an expert level of performance. In other words, just practicing any old way doesn’t cut it.</div>
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Have you ever listened to someone practice? Have you ever listened to yourself practice, for that matter? Tape yourself practicing for an hour, take a walk through the practice room area at school and eavesdrop on your fellow students, or ask your students to pretend they are at home and watch them practice during a lesson. What do you notice?</div>
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You’ll notice that the majority of folks practice rather mindlessly, either engaging in mere repetition (“practice this passage 10 times” or “practice this piece for 30 minutes”) or practicing on autopilot (that’s when we play through the piece until we hear something we don’t like, stop, repeat the passage again until it sounds better, and resume playing through the piece until we hear the next thing we aren’t satisfied with, at which point we begin this whole process over again).</div>
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1. It is a waste of time</h3>
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Why? For one, very little productive learning takes place when we practice this way. This is how we can practice a piece for hours, days, or weeks, and still not feel that we’ve improved all that much. Even worse, you are actually digging yourself a hole by practicing this way, because what this model of practicing <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">does</em> do is strengthen undesirable habits and errors, literally making it more likely that you will screw up more consistently in the future. This makes it more difficult to correct these habits in the future – so you are actually adding to the amount of future practice time you will need in order to eliminate these bad habits and tendencies. I once worked with a saxophone professor who was fond of reminding his students that “Practice doesn’t make perfect, practice makes <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">permanent.”</em></div>
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2. It makes you less confident</h3>
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In addition, practicing this way actually hurts your confidence, as there is a part of you that realizes you don’t really know how to consistently produce the results you are looking for. Even if you establish a fairly high success rate in the most difficult passages via mindless practice, and find that you can nail it 3 or 4 out of every 5 attempts, your confidence won’t grow much from this. Real on-stage confidence comes from (a) being able to nail it 10 out of 10 tries, (b) knowing that this isn’t a coincidence but that you can do it the correct way on demand, because most importantly (c) you know precisely <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">why</em>you nail it or miss it – i.e. you know exactly what you need to do from a technique standpoint in order to play the passage perfectly every time.</div>
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You may not be able to play it perfectly every time at first, but this is what repetition is for – to reinforce the correct habits until they are stronger than the bad habits. It’s a little like trying to grow a nice looking lawn. Instead of fighting a never-ending battle against the weeds, your time is better spent trying to cultivate the grass so that over time the grass crowds out the weeds.</div>
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And here’s the biggie. We tend to practice unconsciously, and then end up trying to perform consciously – not a great formula for success. Recall from <a href="http://www.bulletproofmusician.com/2009/how-to-make-performance-anxiety-an-asset-instead-of-a-liability/" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;" target="_blank" title="How to Make Performance Anxiety an Asset Instead of a Liability">this article</a> that you have a tendency to shift over into hyper-analytical left brain mode when you walk out on stage. Well, if you have done most of your practicing unconsciously, you really don’t know how to play your piece perfectly on demand. When your brain suddenly goes into full-conscious mode, you end up freaking out, because you don’t know what instructions to give your brain.</div>
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3. It is tedious and boring</h3>
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Practicing mindlessly is a chore. Music may be one of the only skill-based activities where practice goals are measured in units of time. We’ve all had teachers who tell us to go home and practice a certain passage x number of times, or to practice x number of hours, right? What we really need are more specific outcome goals – such as, practice this passage until it sounds like _____, or practice this passage until you can figure out how to make it sound like _____.</div>
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After all, it doesn’t really matter how much time we spend practicing something – only that we know how to produce the results we want, and can do so consistently, on demand.</div>
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So what is deliberate, or mindful practice? Deliberate practice is a <span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">systematic</span> and <span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">highly structured</span> activity, which is, for lack of a better word, <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">scientific</em>. Instead of mindless trial and error, it is an <span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">active</span> and <span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">thoughtful</span> process of <span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">experimentation</span> with <span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">clear goals</span> and<span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">hypotheses</span>. Violinist <a href="http://allthingsstrings.com/News/News/Paul-Kantor-A-Mindful-Mentor" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;" target="_blank" title="Paul Kantor: A Mindful Mentor @ Strings Magazine">Paul Kantor</a> once said that the practice room should be like a laboratory, where one can freely tinker with different ideas, both musical and technical, to see what combination of ingredients produces the result you are looking for.</div>
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Deliberate practice is often <span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">slow</span>, and involves <span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">repetition</span> of small and very specific sections of your repertoire instead of just playing through (e.g. working on just the opening note of your solo to make sure that it “speaks” exactly the way you want, instead of playing the entire opening phrase).</div>
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Deliberate practice involves <span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">monitoring</span> one’s performance (in real-time, but also via recordings), continually looking for new ways to improve. This means really listening to what happens, so that you can tell yourself exactly what went wrong. For instance, was the first note note sharp? Flat? Too loud? Too soft? Too harsh? Too short? Too long?</div>
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Let’s say that the note was too sharp and too long with not enough of an attack to begin the note. Well, how sharp was it? A little? A lot? How much longer was the note than you wanted it to be? How much more of an attack did you want?</div>
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Ok, the note was a little sharp, just a hair too long, and required a much clearer attack in order to be consistent with the marked articulation and dynamics. So, why was the note sharp? What did you do? What do you need to do to make sure the note is perfectly in tune every time? How do you ensure that the length is just as you want it to be, and how do you get a consistently clean and clear attack to begin the note so it begins in the right character?</div>
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Now, let’s imagine you recorded all of this and could listen to how this last attempt sounded. Does that combination of ingredients give you the desired result? In other words, does that combination of ingredients convey the mood or character you want to communicate to the listener as effectively as you thought it would?</div>
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Few musicians take the time to stop, analyze <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">what</em> went wrong,<em style="box-sizing: border-box;"> why</em> it happened, and <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">how</em>they can correct the error permanently.</div>
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You will find that deliberate practice is very draining, given the tremendous amount of energy required to keep one’s full attentional resources on the task at hand. Practicing more than one hour at a time is likely to be unproductive and in all honesty, probably not even mentally or emotionally possible. Even the most dedicated individuals will find it difficult to practice more than four hours a day.</div>
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Studies have varied the length of daily practice from 1 hour to 8 hours, and the results suggest that there is often little benefit from practicing more than 4 hours per day, and that gains actually begin to decline after the 2-hour mark. The key is to keep tabs on the level of concentration you are able to sustain.</div>
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5 Keys For More Effective Practice</h2>
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1. Duration</h4>
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Keep practice sessions limited to a duration that allows you to stay focused. This may be as short as 10-20 minutes for younger students, and as long as 45-60 minutes for older individuals.</div>
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2. Timing</h4>
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Keep track of times during the day when you tend to have the most energy. This may be first thing in the morning, or right before lunch, etc. Try to do your practicing during these naturally productive periods as these are the times at which you will be able to focus and think most clearly.</div>
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3. Goals</h4>
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Try using a practice notebook. Keep track of your practice goals and what you discover during your practice sessions. The key to getting into the “zone” when practicing is to be constantly striving to have clarity of intention. In other words, to have a clear idea of the sound you want to produce, or particular phrasing you’d like to try, or specific articulation, intonation, etc. that you’d like to be able to execute consistently.</div>
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When you figure something out, write it down. As I practiced more mindfully, I began learning so much during practice sessions that if I didn’t write everything down, I’d forget.</div>
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4. Smarter, not harder</h4>
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Sometimes if a particular passage is not coming out the way we want it to, it just means we need to practice more. There are also times, however, when we don’t need to practice harder, but need an altogether different strategy or technique.</div>
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I remember struggling with the left-hand pizzicato variation in Paganini’s 24th Caprice. I was getting frustrated and kept trying harder and harder to make the notes speak, but all I got was sore fingers, a couple of which actually started to bleed. I realized that there had to be a smarter, more effective way to accomplish my goal.</div>
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Instead of stubbornly keeping at a strategy or technique that wasn’t working for me, I forced myself to stop practicing this section altogether. I tried to brainstorm different solutions to the problem for a day or so, and wrote down ideas to try as they occurred to me. When I felt that I came up with some promising solutions, I just started experimenting. I eventually came up with a solution that I worked on over the next week or so, and when I played the caprice for my teacher, <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">he</em> actually asked <em style="box-sizing: border-box;">me</em> how I made the notes speak so clearly!</div>
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5. Problem-solving model</h4>
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Consider this 6-step general problem-solving model summarized below (adapted from various <a href="http://www.google.com/search?q=problem+solving+process" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;">problem solving processes</a> online).</div>
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<li style="box-sizing: border-box; list-style-type: decimal; margin-left: 40px;">Analyze the problem (what is causing it to sound like this?)</li>
<li style="box-sizing: border-box; list-style-type: decimal; margin-left: 40px;">Identify potential solutions (what can I tweak to make it sound more like I want?)</li>
<li style="box-sizing: border-box; list-style-type: decimal; margin-left: 40px;">Test the potential solutions to select the most effective one (what tweaks seem to work best?)</li>
<li style="box-sizing: border-box; list-style-type: decimal; margin-left: 40px;">Implement the best solution (make these changes permanent)</li>
<li style="box-sizing: border-box; list-style-type: decimal; margin-left: 40px;">Monitor implementation (do these changes continue to produce the results I’m looking for?)</li>
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Or simpler yet, check out this model from <a href="http://thetalentcode.com/" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;" target="_blank" title="The Talent Code blog">Daniel Coyle’s</a> book <a href="http://www.amazon.co.uk/exec/obidos/ASIN/055380684X/petewill08-21" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;" target="_blank" title="The Talent Code @ Amazon">The Talent Code</a>.</div>
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<li style="box-sizing: border-box; list-style-type: decimal; margin-left: 40px;">Reach for it</li>
<li style="box-sizing: border-box; list-style-type: decimal; margin-left: 40px;">Evaluate the gap between the target and the reach</li>
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It doesn’t matter if we are talking about perfecting technique, or experimenting with different musical ideas. Any model which encourages smarter, more systematic, active thought, and clearly articulated goals will help cut down on wasted, ineffective practice time.</div>
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After all, who wants to spend all day in the practice room? Get in, get stuff done, and get out!</div>
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<span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">UPDATE</span>: Think all of this only relates to classical music? Jazz aficionados, check out this post on <a href="http://christianhowes.com/2009/10/29/perfect-practice/" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;" target="_blank" title=""Perfect Practice" by Christian Howes">practicing effectively</a> written by acclaimed jazz violinist <a href="http://christianhowes.com/" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;" target="_blank" title="Official Website of Christian Howes">Christian Howes</a> for a helpful perspective and tips on practicing in jazz. Funnily enough, we were in Suzuki together back in Columbus, OH as kids.</div>
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<span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">UPDATE #2</span>: Came across this thoughtful <a href="http://stringvisions.ovationpress.com/2011/12/the-case-for-active-practicing/" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;" target="_blank" title="The Case for Active Practicing">post on deliberate practice</a> written by an astute young cellist at Northwestern University.</div>
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<span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-weight: 600;">UPDATE #3</span>: And an excellent, <a href="http://calnewport.com/blog/2010/01/06/the-grandmaster-in-the-corner-office-what-the-study-of-chess-experts-teaches-us-about-building-a-remarkable-life/" style="-webkit-transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out; box-sizing: border-box; color: #cf4344; text-decoration: none; transition: all 0.1s ease-in-out;" target="_blank" title="Deliberate practice @ Study Hacks">thought-provoking piece on deliberate practice for folks in business</a> and other non-musical fields (and a fascinating blog besides).</div>
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-17149089345653545682014-09-15T10:36:00.001+01:002014-09-15T10:36:33.569+01:00After the third Discipline of Freedom workshop<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-12826680279624753022014-08-25T10:30:00.001+01:002014-08-25T10:30:04.349+01:00Time to take a breather: Eoghan Bridge<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-87974795418743885982014-07-25T16:53:00.000+01:002014-07-25T16:53:01.333+01:00the arrogance of dissatisfaction<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Over the last few months I've come to realise that my visual perception, the foundation of most of my practice, is profoundly unreliable. That the sense that I use the most to communicate and explore, is, sadly, irrevocably connected to my complicated emotional history, and that this history endlessly winds its tentacles around every impulse, every input.<br />
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For a long time I couldn't see this. I just felt dissatisfied with the thing that I had made. I'm using judgements every inch of the way, and when I feel that something is wrong or unsuccessful the temptation is to just go with it, to assume that the judgement is just more of the feedback loop of my working - the same kind of feedback that makes me dip my brush in the purple after the white, or swoop the pastel around to the left in a big arc. But now I see that it is not.<br />
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The unconscious decision-making used throughout working is different from the judgement at the end about the value of what I've been working on. And, as most visual artists know, that final judgement is often a trickster. You loathe your piece, you want to scrub it out, or you just feel sad and disappointed. Then two months later you find it again and you see all sorts of potential in it that was obscured at the time. Obscured, I'm thinking today, by the winding tentacles of wounded child, pouting ego, or perhaps one of <a href="http://exploring-creativity-tamsin.blogspot.com/2014/07/hungry-minded-anxiety-and-other-animals.html">Maisel's many anxieties</a>. <br />
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This morning, slightly tangentially, it occurred to me that being dissatisfied with a piece of work that I have produced - either immediately afterwards, or some time later - is profoundly arrogant. When I decide that I'm not satisfied, or that my idea has failed, I'm acting as if the thing on the paper is mine. That I made it in a willful, controlled kind of way; that I decided exactly how the marks would go down, and therefore that I am responsible for the end result.<br />
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And yet many artists will tell you that when their work is going well, they don't feel that they're the driver of what's happening at all. They feel more as if the work is in some sense 'coming through' them, often with the greatest of ease. From this perspective, perhaps what we're doing a lot of the time is actually creating conditions; keeping the soil fertilised and watered, so that if and when some small seed floats down from the sky, it will land on a spot conducive to its flourishing. This is how it feels to me. When things start to connect and move, it isn't because<i> I</i> have done something, or that I willed it. At that moment I'm not really doing any of it.<br />
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Perhaps my job is just to keep on making lines, to keep looking at shapes, to keep trying out colours. At times what results will please me, and at other times it will stab me, bruise my ego and deflate all of my over-inflated dreams. Both of these reactions are a distraction. Both are premised on the assumption that I was responsible for how it turned out, that the work is 'mine'.<br />
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When I stop to think about this, it is perfectly clear to me that what comes is not coming <i>from m</i>e at all. I'm just a life-form, a collection of cells moving about in a certain way, like a slime mould or a bee swarm. Life is using me, moving through my cells, folding and curling like cigarette smoke against a sunlit window. My consciousness confounds me, obscures what could be a wider, more gentle awareness that, in principle, could just allow it all to move and pass through. And as life moves through me, using my consciousness to fold back in on itself, like a great eye swiveling around to inspect a spot behind its knee, how can I be so rude as to criticise the path that it takes?<br />
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-31679479718089775592014-07-17T18:41:00.005+01:002015-06-23T21:06:09.091+01:00hungry-minded anxiety and other animals<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I'm sometimes a little taken aback when I get feedback on these ruminations on creative process that suggest that I seem to have some kind of a problem. It takes me aback, I think, because, while I recognise that these days I'm certainly struggling with a lot of difficulties, my understanding is that these difficulties ARE the creative life. It's from these difficulties that work arises, and somehow, without difficulty, it seems to me that there's unlikely to be work, or at least work that's at all interesting.<br />
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I've just started re-reading <a href="http://www.amazon.co.uk/Fearless-Creating-Step-step-Completing/dp/0874778050">Eric Maisel</a>. How refreshing it was just now to read the following:<br />
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'...If you would like to be creative, you must first come alive.<br />
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The greatest block to aliveness is anxiety.... In this book I mean to describe the kinds of anxieties that inevitably attend each stage of the creative process. In large measure these are anxieties that you <i>should </i>experience because, while anxiety is the greatest impediment to aliveness, in order to create you must invite anxieties into your life and live anxiously. You will only earn fine camera angles, lucky brush strokes, and brilliant poetic images by risking anxiety and living with anxiety.<br />
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<i>If you are to create, you must invite anxiety in. </i>But then you must manage it. If you can't manage this necessary anxiety, you will block; and we can start right now to call creative blockage the inability to manage the anxiety that attends the creative process, for that is what creative blockage most often is.<br />
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Each stage of the creative process is characterised by its own kind of anxiety. The hungry-minded anxiety associated with the original wish to create is different from the chaotic-minded anxiety of working, and both are different from the critical-minded anxiety and attached-minded anxiety that make it so difficult to declare a work of art finished. While there is artifice in naming these anxieties just in this way, there is nothing artificial about pointing the very great role that anxiety plays in the creative process. In its negative aspect it blocks the artist, causes her to limit her scope or create second-rate work, and more. It its so-to-speak positive aspect is is like the itching that accompanies the healing of a wound: horribly uncomfortable, but proof that creativity is happening.<br />
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At the same time, I want to present a basic remedy for the anxiety that presents at each stage.<br />
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1. Wishing hungry mind appropriate feeding<br />
2. Choosing confused mind appropriate clarity<br />
3. Starting weakened mind appropriate strength<br />
4. Working chaotic mind appropriate order<br />
5. Completing critical mind appropriate appraising<br />
6. Showing attached mind appropriate detaching<br />
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The remedy in each case is not only doing something, but doing it appropriately. When you choose an idea to work on, what is appropriate to know is that you largely do not know what is about to happen. Coming in with too clear an idea at the start of the work is an example of inappropriate knowing.<br />
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In order to bind the anxiety that naturally arises when one doesn't know, an artist may determine to know anyway. The landscape before her is not held as fantastic problem or a great mystery; instead, she knows what to do. She knows that if she lays down a wash like this and twists her brush like that, decent bushes will appear in the foreground. One sure way of binding anxiety is reflected in this knowing.<br />
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But the artist who is more interested in creating deeply than in ridding herself of anxiety will refuse to know too soon. She will remain with doubts, worries, questions, and the burning desire to realise herself. She will courageously refuse to bind anxiety by knowing too soon... and will experience, beneath any surface calm, an internal war....<br />
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Of course, it would be splendid if the above table accurately reflected the relationship between anxiety and the creative process. But the picture isn't that simple. Anxieties coexist....'<br />
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I like this kind of writing, because it offers a way of thinking that helps me to see and understand what's happening, without over-simplifying or prescribing. Here, Maisell breaks it all down into ideas that help me to think differently about what's happening, help me to see something, and then he mixes it all up and says, ah but of course it isn't really so simple...<br />
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-30074757515365887762014-07-16T12:15:00.000+01:002014-07-17T08:06:25.965+01:00a month of no writing<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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On June 12th I decided to stop writing about my process, both here and on the facebook page. I also decided to stop posting most of what I produced, which I knew was a strategy to keep me going that I was employing to stop me from feeling that I wasn't doing what I wanted to be doing, or not doing enough, or doing and making rubbish.<br />
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I've discovered four things that seem to give me a lot of trouble.<br />
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2. An unconscious compulsion to make <i>paintings</i><br />
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<i>1. Desire/longing to work</i><br />
This creates a constant feeling of dissatisfaction, given that I actually can't paint all the time. I seem to find it almost impossible to accept that by lunchtime I'm pretty much done with it. That I need to walk and cycle outside, that I need to rest and read and digest and reflect; to sing and play the piano, to talk to other humans. I would do away with all of these (except the singing) if my body would let me, but it won't.<br />
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<i>2. An unconscious compulsion to make paintings</i><br />
This prevents me from experimenting, from doing things that are slow and not particularly going anywhere at all. This was probably preventing me from exploring paint and canvas, which I been wanting to do, but have kept avoiding. There's just no way I can start to make paintings on canvas until I've put in some apprenticeship/learning time.<br />
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<i>3. Intolerance/criticism/impatience</i><br />
This is always lying in wait to sabotage any new thing that tries to emerge. It has resulted in me scrubbing out or painting over six foot drawings that have taken two weeks to make, and which I realised three weeks afterwards had nothing particularly wrong with them. It has contributed to not being able to work in my studio because there's a chance that someone will come in and see something that I'm in the middle of learning about. It's also one of the reasons that I have to stop working at lunchtime, or break from what I'm doing after a couple of hours. If I don't leave something alone, let it rest, wait and make space, carrying on is likely to result in destruction.<br />
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<i>4. Trying to solve problems through analysis and writing</i><br />
Well. Writing about process is one strand of my activity. Words are a form of creativity for me. And, I seem to be committed to some kind of sharing of this analysis of process because there doesn't seem to be that much of it around. Some people have got in touch and said that they feel less hopeless in their process, less alone, after reading these meanderings. So, this is my report on a month of not writing. But I can see now how writing and thinking can start to replace what is actually needed, which is to work with the problems in the doing. An artist, you might argue, does not solve problems by using their mind, but <i>in the working; </i>through the doing, through acting with and upon materials.<br />
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I'm working more, and also understanding working differently.<br />
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I'm no longer trying to make paintings. This is freeing me up to see where I need to develop technique and skill, and making me a little braver about taking risks and producing ugly or kitsch things.<br />
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I'm becoming a little more patient and expecting less. I understand that everything is much, much slower than I would like. Somehow the sense of there being no time for all I want to discover and make has to make way for some kind of acceptance of the limitation of what is actually happening, right now, in all its inadequacy.<br />
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When I feel the need to start writing it all out, I wipe my mind clean and either go for a walk or draw something.<br />
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Interesting discussion <a href="http://gapersblock.com/ac/2014/06/07/portals-passages-and-vessels-at-linda-warren-projects/index.php#.U5L4KLkN160.facebook">here</a> about the life of your painting, seems to link in my mind to <a href="http://exploring-creativity-tamsin.blogspot.co.uk/2014/05/control-manipulation-and-breath.html">the puppet discussion..</a>.<br />
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-64276632937381994942014-06-03T12:45:00.000+01:002014-06-03T13:29:24.657+01:00the myth of productivity, intention, and a few other things...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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It's come to my attention recently that there's a certain sense amongst people who look at and read my meanderings that I'm fiendishly 'productive'. This ties in with conversations I've been having with people who make and paint and write who believe that they're not. Or, who are made to feel that they're not by the random comments of others.<br />
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This is so far from my own sense of what I'm doing that I want to laugh out loud. For the last few weeks, since I got the studio, in fact, whatever it is that stuffs me up and stops me from working has gone into overdrive. I've spent quite a lot of that time, for example, trying to 'carry on' with the large drawings that made me want to get the studio in the first place (or so I thought). But there's just no carrying on to be done. Every large drawing becomes more aware of itself, and consequently of the ways in which it falls short of the spirit of the two early drawings that came out with no intention at all. Here are the first two:<br />
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Awareness of these seems to be preventing any possibility of a new drawing coming out on its own terms.<br />
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It's just no good, every mark made at the moment keeps harping back to what has passed; assessing itself against what came out so freely, longing for the assured satisfaction of those past processes. There was an easy connection in the making of these, an unconscious flow. When they were done, they were done, and I felt none of the irritation and dissatisfaction that I feel every time I make anything at all at the moment. They just were, like a little puddle I might find one day in the road.<br />
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Whatever is coming now seems to be insisting on change and development. It's as if the whole process is currently fighting for its freedom, its right to emergence. And as my frustration with this grows, I become more and more destructive of whatever it is I'm making. Although there are actually some marks or parts that are perfectly fine, at some stage, the frustration keeps pushing, scrawling all over areas and parts that, actually (I sometimes seem later) were not really any less interesting than the things I liked in the early ones.<br />
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Scrawl, scrawl, scratch, erase, smudge, bring in the black, finally give up in disgust. If I didn't have my process of photographing, increasing contrast, selecting bits I like, posting online to see at a distance, everything I've done in the last two months would have been destroyed.<br />
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Whatever I think or feel about what I want to produce (ie. 'more like the first two, please...') the whole process seems to long for difference, for emergence, in a way that is completely beyond my control. The more recent marks may seem to bear similarities to older ones to an onlooker, but to me, inside the process, I can see that they're not, and never can be. It seems that there can be no repetition, even in terms of a general container within which, you would have thought, different things could emerge. This means that at the moment there is only radical uncertainty and constant dissatisfaction and destruction.<br />
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Apart from the self-consciousness of process that seems to have been induced by the move to the studio, the other thing that I suspect may be happening is that, whether I like it or not, there is a higher degree of intention now than in the work that I produced over the years leading up to my exhibition in 2013. I always knew that I had been able to begin painting again only because my unconscious had cleverly come up with a way of working that I could not control or sabotage with my mind; a process-led thing that succeeded in feeding <span id="goog_1775062376"></span><a href="http://exploring-creativity-tamsin.blogspot.co.uk/2014/02/the-instant-gratification-monkey.html">the instant gratification monkey</a> <span id="goog_1775062377"></span>sufficiently to make it feel like carrying on, cleverly sidestepping the destructive ego-monster. Most of the paintings of those first years came from responding to the nature of watercolour, which, literally and materially, creates its own fractals and shapes. All I had to do was follow and respond. Now, there's no watery fractal to guide me. When you draw, you make every single mark that goes down with a movement of your hand.<br />
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The first two of these large drawings came out in an unplanned and similarly responsive way to the watercolours, in that I put on some music and moved around with a chalk at the end of my arm <i>as an embodied response to the music and to the emergent line, </i>with nothing in my head about what I was doing or what I wanted. I have, of course, attempted to create the same conditions, but it's no good, there's nothing doing. 'Change, please, something new, somewhere we haven't been before', they all say in concert, all those voices that are doing their best to guide me out of my slothful rut; to turn around the tanker of a lifetime of disbelief and self-sabotage.<br />
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The other thing I perhaps need to remember is that one of the reasons these drawings wanted to appear was that <i>my mind was focussing on working on drawings of the Indian dancers</i>. I remember quite distinctly a feeling that I couldn't bear to sit at the desk every single day and do this close observation and drawing work all the time. Drawing the dancers was taking me forward with something that I also want, which is a more conceptual and consciously made kind of image, which I hope is going to grow out of the study of the images made by artists in the past who fascinate and inspire me. Come to think of it, I just came back with a new haul of those from the British Museum....<br />
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Perhaps there is something pleasingly cyclic here. Perhaps it's time to return to the more conscious, directed study and just move on from whatever satisfaction was derived from those elusive larger drawings....<br />
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You might say, oh, for goodness sake, just get on with it, stop thinking so much. But artists do think, and I've been doing everything I can to 'just get on with it' and it hasn't felt good at all. I can no longer rely on an entirely intuitive process, because that not only has limits that I want to experiment with going beyond, but it also can be thrown off by external factors, which are always going to arise.<br />
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Having the stuff in chronological order on my facebook page gives me some insight into all this. For example, having been convinced that I had 'done no work since moving in to the studio', a week or so ago I had a look at the images that appeared on my timeline during the time that I was moving in there, and trying to work there every day. To my enormous surprise I saw that, although I hadn't been able to do all this computer stuff and various things that I now know I need to be able to do as part of my process, in fact, I had done some perfectly good work there.<br />
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It didn't feel like that at the time at all. And though I can put up with a certain amount of irritation and frustration, I can't <i>only</i> feel disappointment and hopelessness, day after day. Strange as it may seem to those who are trying to spend less time with their screens, the computer/facebook process is actually a lifeline for me.<br />
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So the next time you think that I'm 'being very productive' (and perhaps find yourself thinking that you 'should be'...) know that the endless posting of bits of random work is in fact a happy side effect of the process that I have in place to stop myself going completely mad with disgust and frustration. Photographing, enhancing, chopping, selecting, collaging and finally posting, are my system for getting a distance from the thing I am currently fighting the desire to burn.<br />
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-58280137788427717502014-05-27T16:16:00.002+01:002014-05-27T16:19:47.470+01:00how a lack of faeries kills artists<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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A very refreshing talk on negative cultural attitudes to creativity... and some other ways of seeing.<br />
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-85344182952924358322014-05-22T19:59:00.000+01:002014-05-22T19:59:54.415+01:00'the search for love and applause has no place in the creative process'<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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An even better 'letter to a young songwriter....' from Mary Gauthier...<br />
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<i>Zoie Kennedy</i></div>
Seems to me this wise essay on puppets could apply to any artform...<br />
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<a href="http://www.howlround.com/the-myths-of-puppet-theater">http://www.howlround.com/the-myths-of-puppet-theater</a><br />
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<span style="border: 1pt none windowtext; font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt; padding: 0cm;">Every object has natural properties.
For the moment, I will use the words painting and object interchangeably. The painting is,
after all, an object. The natural properties of the object are determined by
the materials, and by the size, shape, and function of the object. These
properties are true of paintings, as well, and one can add to the properties of
the painting, the painting’s character, which has emerged as the painting
appeared in the studio. That character is not only a matter of style or
figuration. It is also a matter of the limitations of the function of the painting.
A painting cannot do everything that we would expect of images in life. It is allows
for a specific range of tones, gestures and shapes. These limitations give
it its character as much as any painterly elements.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">The
Myth of Control</span></b><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"><br />
<span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0cm; padding: 0cm;">There are two myths about painting that need to be exploded. The
first of them is the more obvious. It is the myth that the artist controls the
painting. This myth is, of course, supported by numerous catch phrases in our
language and culture:</span></span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> <i>He’s
so talented, what skill she has, she’s a natural creative . </i></span><span style="border: 1pt none windowtext; font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt; padding: 0cm;">All suggest that the artist makes the painting do
whatever he or she wants. Although some artists do try to impose their will on
the objects of their art, most know that this is a disservice to both art and to
the painting. Our job, our</span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> <i>art</i></span><span style="border: 1pt none windowtext; font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt; padding: 0cm;">, is to bring the painting to life. To impose
control over the object is, in both spirit and practice, the opposite of this.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">As painters, it is,
surprisingly,</span><i><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> not</span></i><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">our
job to impose our intent on the painting. It is our job to discover what the paint
can do and what it seems to want to do. It has propensities. We want to find
out what they are, and support them. We are, in this sense, less like tyrants,
and more like nurses to these objects. How can we help them? They are built for
a purpose. They seem to have destinies. We want to help them arrive at those
destinies.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">A simple example: What are the
properties of a ball? It rolls, and sometimes it bounces. To put a ball onstage
and have it never bounce or roll is a denial of what that ball is. Even if the
ball does nothing, it can be said to be waiting to roll or bounce. A painting’s
properties may not be quite so obvious, but they are there, and so is its
character. Analyzing the character will not get us very far. We have to
discover who our two-dimensional partner is. This is true of its shapes, gestures,
and its voice. Our cleverness in thinking of great things for the painting to
do or say will not help the painting live. They will only draw attention to
ourselves. If we try to impose them on the painting , what we produce will not
be about the painting at all. It will be about us, the manipulator. Or it will
be about the conflict between us and our painting.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">The practice of our art, then, requires
that we be the exact opposite of a controller. In fact, it requires that we
step back and allow our paintings to perform their shapes, their tones,
their moments of life in the world. It requires from us a generosity. If we try
to dominate them, we will take from them the life we are trying to give them.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">This practice of
discovering the painting’s intentions can take a long time. Often we make a
painting to play a role in a script we
have written. If we are sensitive to our work, we may take the painting and
propose the actions and text of that script. But it is very likely that
something will not fit, that the painting does not seem to embody those actions or text
easily. It might seem as though the painting is fighting us. What can we do? Start
the painting again? Rewrite the script that informs our intention? Possibly a
little of both, first one, then the other, until we find the place where
everything fits together. This can be a long process. The art of the painting has
very little to do with what we</span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> <i>want</i></span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">, and everything to do with what we allow ourselves
to discover, support, and follow.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Myth of Manipulation</span></b><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"><br />
<span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0cm; padding: 0cm;">This brings us to the second myth. This myth is more illusive. It
is the myth that we manipulate the paint with the skill and technique of our hands.
What is manipulation, after all, than the moving of an object</span></span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> <i>with the hand</i></span><span style="border: 1pt none windowtext; font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt; padding: 0cm;">? This word does not serve us well.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">For a moment, let’s
look at a bigger picture. We come to the art gallery. To see what? The painting?
I don’t think so. I think that we come to the art gallery to experience the
world that the painting gives form to. That world is a reflection of our world,
so it is of great interest to us. We come, then, not to see the painting, but
to see</span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> <i>through</i> </span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">the painting, and out into its world.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">About thirty-five years ago, I did a
performance in a beautiful Zen temple in Rochester, New York. I remember the
temple as having been built without nails, but rather with wooden pegs. As I
and the rest of our ensemble entered the temple, we saw a very large drum lying
horizontally on a high stand, like a huge barrel suspended in the air. The drum
had two skins, one at each end, with the barrel in between. A monk was playing
the drum and its sound was deep and reverberated through our bodies. I asked
the monk if he would let me play the drum. He generously handed me the two
sticks and stepped aside. I took my stance at one end of the drum, raised my
sticks above my head and began to beat, trying to emulate what I had seen the
monk doing. Very quickly, he stopped me and said, “You are doing it all wrong.”
Wrong? What was I doing wrong? “You are playing the skin of the drum.” What
should I be playing? “You should be playing through the skin, through the
second skin, and out into the world.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">This seemingly
mysterious statement is not so mysterious as it seems. For me, it is the same
with painting. We should not, in fact, be painting at all. We should be playing</span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> <i>through</i> </span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">the painting, and out into its world. We do not
manipulate the painting at all. It is a means to evoking its environment. And
that environment, that world, is not a material world. It is a sensory one, and
we, the audience, can only experience it through the</span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> <i>senses</i> </span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">of the painting. How can our hands manipulate
immaterial sensations?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">In fact, our hands are only the middle
men in this transaction, like the paintings themselves. Our hands are sensors,
not actors. The are transmitters of our breath. Like all artists, like
musicians and dancers and even good lighting technicians, it is in our breath
that the living response is found.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Through Our Hands</span></b><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"><br />
<span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0cm; padding: 0cm;">Breath is how we experience the world. Everything that we
experience we breathe in. We pass, for example, a window of a shoe store.
There, in the window, we see that pair of shoes that we have been dreaming
about. We gasp. In a sense, we</span></span><i><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> inhale</span></i><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> </span><span style="border: 1pt none windowtext; font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt; padding: 0cm;">the
shoes. If we do not inhale, we do not really see them. It is the same for
nature. We inhale the sunset, the vast sky. We inhale the view of the
mountains, the distant skyscrapers approaching a city. Our inhale connects us
to the world.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">Even in our dreams,
our breath connects us to the world of our imagination. We dream we are being
pursued. In our dream we are running. We awake, suddenly, panting, gasping for
breath. And yet our bodies have not moved. We have been asleep in bed. But our</span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> <i>imaginations</i> </span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">have been running. Whatever we imagine, our breath
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<span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">And so we have an equation: It is not
our hands manipulating the paint that brings the painting to life. It is our breath corresponding to the
world of our imagination. Between our breath and the imagined world, our hands
take up the paint. We allow our breath to go through our hands, through the painting,
and out into the world. And we allow the imagined world to go through the painting,
through our hands, and into our breath. If we assert more than the minimal
amount of effort needed to support the painting, we lock the piece into being
about our hands and the paint. If we keep our hands receptive, to let our
breath flow through them, and through the painting as well, we have the
potential to unlock a richer content, and a richer experience.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">Our first act of
generosity is to let the painting be about the painting, not about us. Our second
act of generosity is to let the piece be about a greater world outside the painting.
This is where our breath and the breath of the audience meet to make meaningful
art. Ultimately, a painting is about</span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;"> <i>how</i> </span><span style="font-family: inherit, serif; font-size: 13pt;">the piece is offered and received, rather than the intention of the marks. In painting, we can choose to impress the audience with our muscle,
skill, and technique; or we can choose to invite them to follow an inanimate
object into a world that reflects their own. We meet our audience there.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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In my case it is not so much <a href="http://exploring-creativity-tamsin.blogspot.co.uk/2014/05/perfectionism-will-ruin-your-art.html">perfectionism</a> that stuffs me up, but self-conciousness. The initial lines of this drawing were done on the first day that I moved into my new studio. I wanted to just carry on as I had been doing, making my large drawings, but after these lines appeared I immediately realised that something was wrong.<br />
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It took me some weeks to work out that I couldn't transplant my whole work process to a new space over a few days and expect to just carry on. And then, in a curious second version of this attempting to just carry on, the first thing I did when I reclaimed my home work space was to pull out this badly-begun drawing and see what I could discover by working into it.<br />
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Well, I've had some interesting adventures with it. But in the end, the self-consciousness of those first lines seemed to set the scene for something that was compositionally doomed from the start. No matter what adventures I may have had, the beginning wrongness set the conditions for something that was never going to be overcome.<br />
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The motto from the struggle this drawing represents seems to be, 'never start an improvisation with any kind of self-consciousness'.<br />
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-70711314575614263122014-05-15T10:10:00.000+01:002014-05-15T10:12:53.083+01:00process, process, process<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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It occurs to me this morning that one of the things that most disturbs me about 'the art world', or even just 'art' as a general idea, is the obsession with product. Now, before you say, oh, god, here we go, process v. product, yawn, I'm off to make a cup of tea, I would like to pause on this a while. The question, and my at least imagined reactions to it, reminds me of some of my experiences with social science research. If you stopped to ask a few questions about HOW actually people had got to their conclusions about, for example, 'how adults learn' I soon found out that on the whole such questions were dismissed. They appeared to be regarded as being the provenance of the beginning academic, the PhD student, and it seemed to be taken for granted that once you had done your PhD, you didn't have to bother with the (in fact very troublesome and unresolved) questions in this area.<br />
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And so it seems to be with art process. Where, in the online groups I belong to, is any kind of discussion about HOW people work? About what blocks them and stuffs them up, about what frees them and helps them reach out beyond what's safe, about what goes on behind the scenes of the 'finished work' which is proudly signed, and posted along with information about how it can be purchased?<br />
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Classes and workshops are advertised where 'expert' practitioners offer to guide the less experienced, but where is the exploration of the processes of the experienced professional? For myself, at least, I am really far more interested in how these processes occur than in what they produce.<br />
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I think one of the reasons the obsession with product and sales bothers me is that the lack of discussion of process disguises a great deal, and, amongst other things, perpetuates the (culturally-based) illusion that 'there are those that can, and those that can't'. If someone liked the image above, for example, they might think, mmm, like that, wish I could do that, pity I'm not creative. And yet if I actually explained how I produced this image, step by step, anyone in the world could make their own version of it. What interests me is not the perpetuation of some kind of mystery around the production of an image that might create an effect in someone (and whether that effect is 'I like it' or 'that's shite' doesn't matter from this point of view) but to explore <i>the processes by which objects like this appear in the world. </i>Or are prevented from appearing. I'm interested in this because I believe that the appearance, or otherwise, of such things is vital in terms of both individual and collective health and resilience.<br />
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For some reason this idea is connecting in my mind to an article I've just finished reading in the New Scientist, about rampantly developing antibiotic resistance beginning to force people to look back at older approaches and research. An experiment done in the late 60s, for example, which showed that bacteria on a roof which were exposed to moving outside air were almost entirely killed off over a 24 hour period, whereas those kept in an enclosed box on the same roof in the same conditions were all still happily living and developing. Florence Nightingale's light and air-filled wards, compared to today's sealed rooms.<br />
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More and more time, money and words are spent discussing the mechanisms and biochemical correlates of physical and psychological/ emotional 'illnesses', but every now and again the research says something like (...the day before yesterday on Radio 4...) 'maybe we just all need more sleep'.<br />
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I would suggest that maybe we also all need more time, space, and belief in our capacities to move, dance, sing, draw, paint and play. All of us. Artists, musicians, 'non-artists', 'non-musicians', everyone. The processes involved in these things happening, or not, are what interests me.<br />
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Why do you want to get up and dance but stop yourself? What was it like to be you in the four years leading up to the day you completed that painting, which happens to have just sold? The questions are the same for everyone, in my book. I'm happy if you just sold a painting, but I'm much more interested in why all of your paintings look like versions of the same thing (and of course I'm not exempt from this observation), despite the fact that you've been painting for years. What's going on behind your scenes that stops you from taking a greater risk; from risking yourself in the world in a new way?<br />
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-17860556231180902172014-04-30T12:20:00.002+01:002014-04-30T12:30:58.591+01:00found in space<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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In my last post I was writing about the need to anchor myself in my body, and more than that, in myself in some broader sense, in order to survive so much shifting around in the physical world (which mainly meant my move to my new studio space).<br />
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Easier said than done. After another extraordinary <a href="http://www.authenticartist.co.uk/">Authentic Artist</a> workshop in the Highlands, I'm even more convinced about the usefulness of some kind of metaphor of (at least) twoness, in terms of trying to ride the wave of my creative life.<br />
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For now, let's leave aside ideal formulations of Oneness and the problem of duality. As far as I'm concerned, they're the truth, and in the rare moments that I manage to inhabit myself in a way that knows this, I need nothing else.<br />
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But another truth is that, as an imperfect and human being, I don't manage to inhabit an awareness of Oneness a lot of the time. So I need other models and metaphors, other kinds of framings, in order to pick and sort and let and allow and try to let go of a thousand myriad things that sometimes seem almost to be at war with each other.<br />
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For some people, a helpful twoness model is Body and Mind. My mind wants to 'work', wants to 'get on with it', to work more, is desperate to paint and create, and can't understand why I don't just sit and paint the whole day long. My body, however, often suggests to me after a while that something quite different is required from whatever it is that mind has been so intent on.<br />
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For example, I get back to the studio after my week in the Highlands. My mind is unconsciously assuming that I'll now be able to 'get on with my painting', having 'got over' what it lazily frames as 'a difficult transition to the new studio space last month'. I go to the studio, enjoy putting all my things in order. Enjoy being in the space. The space. I start to flow easily into a body/movement practice, which the huge sense of space and light there brings out of me without any intention or thought whatsoever. I notice this. I think, oh, I'm finally understanding what <a href="http://exploring-creativity-tamsin.blogspot.co.uk/search?q=daily+practice">a daily practice</a> is. Doesn't this feel good. I sing a bit, play the piano. It's all unconscious, a kind of instinctive response. Which my mind 'allows' because it thinks, well, it's Saturday, no need to start work (on the painting) until Monday.<br />
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Monday comes, and the same thing happens again. As time passes, Mind starts to get a little anxious. Isn't this supposed to be the preamble to painting, it says? At the end of the practice I make something with paint on paper. It isn't very satisfying. As part of the whole, it's ok.<br />
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Tuesday comes. I'm tired. Body finally overrides anxious Mind and it's clear that even my gentle slow movement practice of the previous two days isn't the thing today. I'm keen to 'start on the painting' but now I don't have the concentration for it. I go through some motions. Then Mind gives up. Body takes me to the piano, and I sing. For hours. And that's the thing.<br />
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Later I see it. Not least that on the workshop I was working with music and movement and voice, and that various things happened which allowed some of the damage and trauma around these things (when being witnessed) to shift. Why would I come back from this subtle and deep work (which operates on myself as a whole) and just carry on as before?<br />
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It's a whole. The system is a whole. But dividing it into Mind and Body helps me to see something of how different elements twist and turn and influence each other, and how they can sabotage each other.<br />
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Though it can be so useful, however, Mind/Body, like all twoness models, also has problems. My Mind, for example, does have plans and intentions, but these are not only problematic. Mind/awareness is not actually separate in any way from other aspects of humaness, of body and of feeling. It's all biology - a great soup of chemicals all influencing each other, implicated in each other, in every single moment.<br />
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Awareness incorporates visual elements, my dancers and my colour, and feels these things; feels a moving response to them (I much prefer the definition of mind/awareness which you find in Hindu texts, which doesn't see feeling and mind as separate from each other, or from the body - 'awareness' incorporates them all....). Mind/awareness is always involved in some way, even if responses appear to come from the body or not be connected to thought.<br />
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Another twoness model is a subtle splitting of the range of half-conscious/instinctive impulses that lie beneath the surface into a) forces that attempt to move the system in the direction of flourishing (because this enhances the system's chances of survival) and b) forces that attempt to restrain the system from moving in this direction out of fear (the need for protection, old patterns of response to trauma etc).<br />
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This model is a lot more subtle than Body/Mind. It doesn't privilege 'feeling', or assume that what one feels, or knows in the body, or moves towards or away from instinctively, is 'true', or beneficial.<br />
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Body/Mind is a good beginners tool, especially for those of us who have been trained to operate almost exclusively with our Minds. Body/Mind helps me to see that my Mind was full of stale plans and assumptions, while my 'psycho-physical emotional body' was in quite another world and dying to get on with something it had been working on during that workshop. I use the model of Body/Mind to try to help me develop a larger awareness of the whole, because in fact my system is always trying to operate as a whole, and until I see/feel this, it will keep throwing me between these extremes, trying to teach me about these splits.<br />
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The last thing I want to comment on in relation to these recent experiences is the focus on the human system as if it was distinct from its environment. I see a habit in myself to think that 'once I'm working well', or 'have a good routine', or 'have been doing more drawing' etc. then the creative work will be able to flow just about anywhere. There is certainly something about keeping interactions live and connected and continuing through time; if this is not happening there will be little chance of emergence, and creative products and processes will be unlikely to appear. But my recent experiences have also shown me very strongly how the nature of conditions effect what appears.<br />
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We are always 'in' multiple sets of conditions - physical, social, spatial - but, despite decades of social science trying to make us think differently, the culture that we're in still encourages us to individualise and personalise our own behaviours and responses. The social science model is arguably biased towards attributing causation almost entirely to the social; the private enterprise/governmental handing back of 'responsibility' to the individual is its opposite - and both are extremes. In my reality, we are emergent selves who are constantly arising from the multiple conditions in which we find ourselves; both together, two in one, all in all.<br />
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The difficulties I'm having 'transferring myself' to my studio space? Perhaps these arise from a lack of understanding of this link between conditions and emergence. In the vast, open, light space of the studio, what comes easily is movement, song, physical practice, and a desire to welcome others in to share creative experiences.<br />
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Perhaps my painting self needs to be held more tightly in the private space of my home studio; swaddled in layers of history and privacy. Worth considering.<br />
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It's very hard to see where I am at the moment, from anywhere. My work grounds me in the world, and yet it seems to be so easy to lose my place in it (my work, and thus the world!).<br />
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My process is always silent, invisible, beyond understanding. It doesn't respond to will or intention. There's no point in me putting myself in certain place at a certain time and saying, now, work, come. At the same time there is procrastination and avoidance - spawned by fear of disappointment - or the sense of generally being lost at sea, which, if allowed to go on for too long, become like a noose around my neck.<br />
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I am permeable. Things come to me from the world, sometimes to move me on, to shake me out of stuckness; sometimes to distract and derail me. There seem to be no constants. With hindsight, flipped now out of my goldfish bowl and finding myself suddenly aware of the need for water, I can see that there were constants, of which I knew nothing at the time. There was the constant of the same place to work, the same room, every day, day after day. With that held steady, process still bucked and squealed, only starting to gently settle in January this year, when I returned from India, momentarily sated with food and material.<br />
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The fuel fed what was trying to burn. The work diversified, became both smaller and larger. At a crucial moment, a new space appeared, and my instinct followed. With trust, there was no other way to proceed. The new space embraced me, enveloped me, plucked me out of my limited sense of myself with a skillful crochet hook and ran round and round in circles of joy until I became dizzy.<br />
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Conditions, and the constraints of those conditions, create emergence. When conditions change externally, what emerges into the external changes its form, at the same time as internal conditions are forced to shift and turn. The whole system is transformed, blooming here, dying there, shaking in that corner, screaming in another.<br />
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What can hold? In these shifting sands, in this violet sea, there is only one place, which has to be willfully created and recreated in every changing moment. That place is my sense of myself. It doesn't matter which room I'm in, which set of conditions are present, without a calm anchor within my own consciousness, and my consciousness squarely situated within my body, there can be no meaningful emergence, no work, at all. <br />
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-54765566874423325822014-04-02T11:11:00.002+01:002014-04-02T11:11:51.153+01:00Daily rituals<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<a href="http://www.amazon.co.uk/Daily-Rituals-Great-Inspiration-Artists/dp/0330512498">This book</a> looks like a mine of alternative realities (in the sense of what creative people actually do, rather than what perhaps we think they do, or should do...).<br />
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I particularly like this bit in <a href="http://www.fastcocreate.com/1682913/from-beethoven-to-woody-allen-the-daily-rituals-of-the-worlds-most-creative-people-and-what-#6">this overview</a>:<br />
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I've learnt it from my body, over and over, but my mind still tries to tell me that I should be drawing or painting all day long. Even though I know it doesn't work for me...<br />
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Tamsinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10005849693688143703noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3380129770221861278.post-40171215067941995272014-03-20T07:58:00.000+00:002014-03-20T07:58:36.674+00:00communications from the underworld<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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So I have this new studio. Fabulous. Spacious. Everything I ever craved or dreamed of. Everything is now over there - every image that feeds, pretty much every stick of charcoal, every tube of paint.<br />
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But I can't yet do any work there. I love being there. I pace the space, I sing. I look, at all the images that have appeared in recently months, at the residue of India. I expect myself to start to DO. But doing is all wrong, yields only results that remind me of times past, when I made marks without understanding what I was trying to do.<br />
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When will I start to understand that everything counts as 'working', that things never stay still? I've had this supremely flowing process since coming back from India, a process that only seemed to be gathering momentum, to be getting easier. The drawings got larger, my house was groaning with so much art art clutter, there was nowhere to do sandpainting, nowhere to put the large drawings that just wanted to come and come. The studio flowed in to my life like the answer to a prayer.<br />
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And now everything is upside down. I don't know where I am, I've lost my place. Actually, that place has probably gone now, and some other place is trying to be born. I had just, after more than four years, got my space at home perfectly arranged, holding me in my process like a tight cocoon. Constraints. Swaddled in the known so perfectly that work was slipping out, day after day, easing its way into the light through all the constrictions.<br />
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Now, suddenly, the constraints have pinged off. I've burst out into something wider, more spacious. What I needed, but what I have no idea how to manage. Starting all over again from a new place.<br />
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Seeking solace, seeking inspiration, I find this on a facebook page feed:<br />
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You’re walking the labyrinth of life. Yes, you’re meant to move forward, but almost never in a straight line. Yes, there’s an element of achievement, of beginning and ending, but those are minor compared to the element of being here now. In the moments you stop trying to conquer the labyrinth of life and simply inhabit it, you’ll realize it was designed to hold you safe as you explore what feels dangerous. You’ll see that you’re exactly where you’re meant to be, meandering along a crooked path that is meant to lead you not onward, but inward.</div>
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